*Memories*!*!*!*!*!*

So I am a senior at IACS and I have some amazing merories, funny memories, and sad memories. Having memories from anything is good, but having these types of memories from a life experience and milestone such as High School is in my opinion the best to make friends and make memories.
My favorite Memory from high school in my senior year was when I my and my courting date reached one year of being together. Yes it isnt that big, but the relationship now a days don't last they spilt and don't go anywhere with each other so I am so happy we made it this far and hopefully we can keep it going. When I was able to talk to all my friends and have some many friends that like me for who I am. My senior wouldn't have been a senior year without any of those people.

Reflection

Ok so you may be wondering what was my senior project, well I was thinking the same thing before everything I thought about wasn't working. You see I planned on doing my senior project alone, but I was pressured and i honestly didn't want to say no. So First Becca joined and then Cheyanne then joined, then Ceci. We all did a great job on it. It came to our day (evening) to present and we did. I choreographed two dances. The first dance I choreographed was for 7 dancers, but 5 dancers didn't show up. At this point and time iI was stressing out bad. I mean upset stomach, close to getting a headache, and I felt terribly tired. The second dance I choreographed for one person and she was there and preformed it very well. We all presented and completed everything, nothing bad happened and everyone was happy it was finally over. I can say now. I am so glad that it is over too. It gave me some relaxing time, but I still had much more still to do.

Spring Break

Well spring break I have a blast with all of my friends. We all did so many things it was amazing. Me and my friend David hung out and played video games, drove around, and bought  things. We also dug up 3000 pounds of dirt and weeds and just crap that needed to go to the dump. So we were loading the truck and it lowered by itself about a foot. we were so scared that we wouldn't make it up th dump hill. We were also afraid that we would bottom-out. When we finally started on our scary adventure, we drove and got to the top of the hill and dumped everything and only bottomed out twice.

Ok so I know we are supposed to do a virtual show and tell of something special, but right now I don't have special things or any one thing that is special to me. I am struggling with everything and anything negative doesn't help.

So for my virtual special show and tell thing I chose my heart. My Heart is simple, but at the same time it is so, so complex. My heart can express exactly what I wanted or be deceiving and make me believe or second guess what I know to be truth. 

My favorite part of the Heart is its pulse. When I exercise my chest skin will pop out or vibrate more then normal. I have been told I have a big heart spiritually and physically. My heartbeat has help me myself calm down and has helped others calm down. 

Thanks for listening to my virtual show and tell...

any questions or comments?

Energy

Ok, it's me again. Have you ever had so much energy you didn't know what to do with yourself? Well a couple days ago I had one of those days. I was outside running around for about a half hour. I was playing basketball for an hour. I then wrestled my friend. Mind you this was non-stop. After all of this mayhem I sat down and wanted to fall asleep. I know at the beginning of this post I asked "if anyone has ever had so much energy that they didn't k now what to do with yourself..." Well it is still about that. I had so many thoughts going through my head, I was moving every which way and people were staring at me. So the question still stands? Have you ever had so much energy you didn't know what to do with yourself? Or have you not?

Wanting to die!

Have you ever just wanted to die. Nothing is going right and you can't seem to figure out what the heck to do about it? Well thats where I am in my life. It is amazing to see people and things and wish that you could be like them, but you know you can't and will never be able to. I want to be like so many people, but in my own kind of way. Well thats just not acceptable. This is a blog so I won't go any farther with my problems. A quote that I remember a lot is "Me too" this is the most comforting phrase someone can say to you. I have been told it not very many times. It shows that you aren't the only one.

Life

Life is so unexpected. it is hard for anyone to really be prepared to move on, whether it be middle school to highschool, high school to college, or even getting married. All of this is so unexpected, but in the end so very helpful. I am a senior in highschool and everything is so very difficult. I wasn't expecting this to be so nerve racking, but it is and I am managing.