Wanting to die!

Have you ever just wanted to die. Nothing is going right and you can't seem to figure out what the heck to do about it? Well thats where I am in my life. It is amazing to see people and things and wish that you could be like them, but you know you can't and will never be able to. I want to be like so many people, but in my own kind of way. Well thats just not acceptable. This is a blog so I won't go any farther with my problems. A quote that I remember a lot is "Me too" this is the most comforting phrase someone can say to you. I have been told it not very many times. It shows that you aren't the only one.

Life

Life is so unexpected. it is hard for anyone to really be prepared to move on, whether it be middle school to highschool, high school to college, or even getting married. All of this is so unexpected, but in the end so very helpful. I am a senior in highschool and everything is so very difficult. I wasn't expecting this to be so nerve racking, but it is and I am managing.

Difficulties!**!

In my last year of high school, I have encountered many problems. A lot of them have come from school, many came from family, but the school isn't really the problem. School is a problem when that's all you do. In my case it is family not supporting me in almost every decision I made or wanted to make. In life you learn how to live by making mistakes and learning from them. A lot times you already have some tools, opinions, and morals you are going to do and live by. So I keep trying to put them into play, but there is always something stopping me.

There are ways I have cooped with these problems to calm down and think about everything that just happened. Talking about it with people that weren't in the conflict and I feel comfortable talking to can help. Music is so helpful, I can select a genre and let it play. I also dance in my room to the music is I really feel like it. This is an example of music I like and the style of dancing I like also:

 

I love to dance and everything that I have mentioned is so brief I could go on for days talking about how I have solved problems, prevented problems, and not had problems do to me learning from my earlier mistakes. So if you are struggling and you need help try some of these things they might help.